may 1-08 / MOM MY SON,
OH HOW I MISS YOU, ITS GONNA BE 2YEARS AND 3 MONTHS ON THE 4TH. MAN DOES IT GET ANYBETTER, I NO I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO THAT FIRST YEAR BUT I DONT WANT TO BE HERE EITHER. I CALL IT THE PIT, FULL OF DARKNESS, SO ALONE, A PIECE OF THE PUZZLE IS MISSING AND WELL I GUESS ITS GONE, JUST LIKE MOM... NO MOTHER WANTS TO LOOK DOWN ON HER CHILD, IT JUST RIPS YOUR HEART OUT, AND LIFE WELL THAT TO IS GONE. I LOOK BACK AND ALL THAT WAS DONE TO ME DOESNT MATTER. WHAT MATTERS IS THIS NEVER ENDING PAIN OF LOSING YOU. R BOND IS SO STONG AND REMAINS THAT WAY. I FEEL YOU SO MUCH, AND MY LOVE JUST GROWS AND GROWS. A MOTHER WITHOUT HER CHILD.WELL MY SON. STAY WITH ME BECAUSE LOVE CAN NEVER DIE. NO MATTER WHAT, I FEEL YOUR PRECENCE SO MUCH. SUCH A HARD BATTLE YOU FOUGHT. SO BRAVE, SO KIND, SO RESPECTFUL MY SON, MY LIFE. |